[20070819] HuGe: Traffic Accident Was A Favor From Heaven; I¡¯m Now Stripped Of MaskIt is said, at his debut before several media during his initial comeback in June, HuGe was somewhat genuine but inarticulate, a little afraid to face the cameras. Yesterday, in an interview with this newspaper, he appeared to have resumed his former bounciness. Could all be truly over?
Regarding that traffic accident, I was mentally preparedNot over. Today is Chinese Valentine¡¯s Day [7th Month Day 7th of Lunar Calendar], when he thought of the colleague who¡¯d unfortunately died in an traffic accident last year, HuGe was still rather low in spirits: ¡°Tomorrow is her first anniversary [death], we will be holding a ceremony in ShangHai to commemorate her.¡± And when he was selling and signing his new book, bending his head, you could still see the scars which had not faded away on his neck.
A thing that happened one year ago, he seemed to have a premonition beforehand on thinking about it now: ¡°I¡¯ve always thought that it has been too plain sailing for me, getting popular all of a sudden. I felt I wasn¡¯t ready at that time, kept feeling that everything was bubbles, will abruptly disappear one day. Then, this day came. I later thought about it, in fact I did have mental preparation.¡±
After he was geared up for the worst, loss of vision in his right eye, face disfigurement, etc., heaven unexpectedly returned his precious eye back to him again, the rapid recovery of his looks was also inconceivable. ¡°I felt I was quite fortunate all the same. This traffic accident is like a favor from heaven, allowing me, who¡¯d all along been unable to still the heart/mind for reflection and study, to suddenly have time for recharge.¡±
During unbearable times will consider this as heaven¡¯s about to drop an important task on meAlthough said that it¡¯s a favor [from heaven], nonetheless the recovery process remained unendurable. Physical pain, with toleration, will eventually pass. Till November last year, HuGe¡¯s injuries were already almost recovered. When he started to think about the future and ponder on many things, suddenly felt more unbearable. When really couldn¡¯t endure anymore, HuGe would think about a teacher who similarly had a traffic accident, or stand at the balcony looking into the distance, or recite that section of ancient Chinese script: ¡°When heaven is about to fall a great mission on a person, it¡¯ll definitely toil his will first¡¡¡± Then he¡¯d look at the book list that Teacher HuangLei wrote for him, read many of BaiYang's books, listen to Yi ZhongTian, YuDan explain classics in ¡°Lecture Room¡± ¡¶°Ù¼Ò½²Ì³¡·, log some of his feelings, ideas. Like this, he dispelled pressure little by little.
Comeback feeling was akin to someone who¡¯d dived for a very long time emerging from the water surfaceNevertheless, no matter how many preparations were made, when it¡¯s time to confront the mass media on the actual comeback, he still couldn¡¯t adjust. ¡°Just like someone who¡¯d been diving for a very long time in deep sea abruptly emerging from the water surface, rather unadjusted to the water pressure, sunlight somewhat too piercing on the eyes.¡± However, this feeling appeared to be quite good, people say that those in the entertainment circuit put on masks to live. After experiencing the traffic accident, HuGe felt the mask casted off, could live more realistically. He could, in front of everybody, easily talked about his embarrassing stuff: ¡°That time participated in an activity, the sponsor sent a voucher for clothes, allowing me to choose apparels from an exclusive shop. After I¡¯ve selected, the shop employee told me that those were limited editions, could not use the voucher for payment, thus had to spend several thousand dollars to buy them all.¡± Looking at everyone laughing, HuGe laughed even more happily.
Translated by: Winks
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